Perfect Housekeeper

Three years ago, after my divorce was final, I 42 took a job overseas> My wife got everything the money, house and other assets along with our two children. I wasn't happy with the outcome and had left my employment with my wife's family company. Said I wouldn't alimony or child support, if it was granted as I wouldn't work and live off local charities. Because I would actually do it, my wife never asked for either in return she wanted total custody of our children. I willing gave it to her as my children had backed their mother against me from the start. My final day at my wife's family company, I sent my resume to a multi-national corporation, attached my previous work history. I had a new cellphone and email address, as I was cutting all contact with my ex-wife and children. My experience and work history got me a job straight away, especially as I'd expressed, willingness to take any assignment. They had a vacancy they couldn't fill; they needed someone like me willing and able to go straight away. I was preparing to leave when a request for reference from the multi-national came, as I'd been head of HR and still was till I left. I gave myself a glowing reference and returned it straight away sign by my former father-in-law computer generated signature with the added sentence Sorry to see him leave. Then deleted the request and the answering reference, so not to bother my replacement. I started three days later at the head office to get familiar with my new job before deployment a one-week course. Done well and left the country the day after the course was finished. Arrived at my new home city, booked into a hotel by the company till I found my feet as they say. After three weeks I was given a house as my homebase. It came with a housekeeper two maids and a gardener, the maids and gardener lived elsewhere, only the housekeeper 48 lived onsite. She was 5'3" slender okay on the eye and a widow, children were all grown and making their own way in life. At first, I'd no interest in enjoying myself, I focused on doing my job well first and once I happy I was secure in my job. I would look for some fun; I wasn't required to entertain anybody for my employers the local manager done all that. Which suited me just fine, I'd to go to the parties, but once I made an expected appearance I could leave. But I did start getting sexual urges after a couple of months, once I'd relaxed and got over the divorce. But not wanting to start dating I looked at my housekeeper, I knew because I'd been told that jobs like hers were very much in demand locally. They would do anything to keep their job. Not so much the maids as they worked more than just at my home. But the maids were younger than housekeeper and could get pregnant. Something I didn't want to happen at all. After finishing work one week I sat after having dinner watching the housekeeper do her work. More focused on her body then what she was actually doing. She of course noticed me watching her with some sexual interest. Once finished she straight asked me did I want her, a little shocked by her directness I just nodded. She showered with and done anything I wanted sexually. Not that I wanted anything other than intercourse and oral sex. That's how my life is now, a willing housekeeper who drains my balls, washes my whole body. It does wonder for one's self esteem I've found out. Should've divorced years ago.