Married my nerdy cousin

I've always been a party girl, enjoying myself and not actually needing to work to support myself. But my family had decided I needed to marry and start a family, so they chose my thirty-first birthday as the cutoff date. No more family support once I turned thirty-one, at first, I thought they weren't really serious. But it became abundantly clear they were after my twenty-ninth birthday. The lease of my apartment was renewed till my thirty-first day, all services I'd paid for by the family had similar end dates. I thought I could convince them to change their minds, but they said No to all my attempts. Finally, I decided to find someone, but they had their own ideas of the type of person I should marry. Someone respectable with successful career and high morals, none of the men I knew came anywhere close to their terms. Just after my thirtieth birthday, I realized I needed to act quickly. Then fate came to my rescue, a (second) cousin 33 of mine, very successful careerwise and wealthy in his own right. Single and my mother's cousin, youngest of her father's brother 5 children. I'd always thought him to be a nerd, but he was my best option to meet my family's wishes. So, I started seeing him regularly, I got him into bed with me. Had unprotected sex with him over several months, got pregnant. He done the honorable thing and married me, my mother realized what I'd done and why, but at least I would have a family, and her cousin was happy about our marriage. But my mother told me straight see would be keeping a close eye on me. I surprised myself however, I found I enjoyed being married to my cousin and becoming a mother. I felt alive for the first time I truly believe. After the birth of our son, who became my total focus, I'm now pregnant again with our second child a girl according to the doctor. I don't miss the partying, I really enjoy being married and my husband is my perfect man.