My Neighbor’s Kindness

This is a true story of how the kindness of a neighbor helped me find myself.

Mr. William was retired black man and neighbor that lived about a half mile away. Since the first week our family moved into our house in the country Mr. William began visiting and often just hung out around our family farm. We did not farm, but there was always some work to be done in the garden or around the barn.

On the occasions that we actually were doing something he would pitch in and help. He always spoke politely and was very nice in general. We deduced that he was just a little lonely.

We appreciated his help and we did not mind his company. He would often come by and eat meals with us, and soon had the run of the place like a member of the family.

Most of the time he would leave and walk back home in the evenings but every once and a while I would find him asleep on an old couch that was in a room in our barn. The couch was mostly for resting when working around the barn since the barn was quite a distance from the house. There was also a refrigerator with water and various nonalcoholic cold drinks.

I had been home as I was out of high school and taking a year off before college. Late one night I went to the barn to sit on the couch and smoke a joint. On this day my dad was away on a trip and mom was asleep and even awake she never went to the barn.

I left the light off in the room so to not attract attention by the chance that my mother may look out the window and see a light on in the barn.

As I entered the room, I was surprised to see that Mr. William was lying on his back asleep on the couch. It was dark but the outside street light style, security lamp produced enough light so I could see him. He was snoring with his right arm hanging off the couch, near a liquor bottle on the concrete floor.

I concluded that he was obviously passed-out drunk. I decided to continue as I intended and smoke a joint. But before lighting it, I walked closer to him to assure he was definitely asleep.

As I got close to him I realized his pants were undone with his cock clearly hanging out. It was in full view he obviously was not wearing any underwear as I could see his entire cock and his balls. It seemed to be semi-erect and admittedly much larger than my own. I looked again at his face to assure he was still asleep, even though I could hear him snoring.

Assured he was asleep I moved closer and knelt beside his waist to get a closer look at his cock. I could feel my heart racing as I gazed upon his large manly dick. It was good sized at least 7-8 inches.

I never seen another man’s cock in person before, or a naked female for that matter. I knelt down next to the couch I to take a closer look. I desired to touch it and feel it in my hand. I could hear his light snoring and so I slowly laid my hand across his shaft. It felt warm and wonderful to touch. My heart was racing so fast I had to put out effort to try to slow my breathing.

I could not resist slowly encircled my fingers around it gently holding it. I slowly lifted it feeling its weight. My heart was beating so fast and pounding so hard I was wondering if he could hear it. I looked at his face again he was still in a deep sleep.

I brought up my other hand and cupped his balls. I was so horny, and excited holding his cock. I found myself with an overwhelming desire to feel it in my mouth, to suck it. I couldn’t stop myself. I leaned forward with my eyes nervously watching his face as I licked along the shaft. I couldn’t contain my desire. I placed my mouth over the head and began to slowly slide my lips over his cock and into my mouth.

It felt wonderful having his penis in my mouth. I couldn’t resist I began gently sucking it. I felt it stiffen and getting larger in my mouth. His breathing changed I stopped moving but kept it in my mouth. I looked towards his face he did not raise his head so I continued. It was wonderful to feel his cock in my mouth and his large warm balls in my hand. I continued my slow sucking. I wanted to taste his cum but was afraid more vigorous movement would wake him.

Suddenly I felt his hand on the back of my head pushing his dick deep into my mouth. I found myself choking on it unable to breathe.

I looked towards his face. He was still as he was with his eyes closed, his face still aimed at the ceiling. He was in a kind of active sleep. I could not believe it. He was allowing me to suck his dick. His grip on my head loosened, allowing me breathe and once again move up and down on his cock. I stopped looking at him and concentrated on just sucking his cock. I began sucking harder and faster.

After a few minutes he moaned as again placed his hand on the back of my head again forcing his penis down my throat. I could feel his cock swell and jerk as each pulse of his jizz sprayed into my mouth. I swallowed as fast as I could. It was gratifing feeling his twitching dick in my mouth. Some of his cum escaped from the corners of my mouth and ran down the sides of his dick even though I tried very hard to swallow it all.

When he finished cumming he released my head. I looked toward his face again and was relieved that he still had not raised his head. I looked at the shine of his cum and saliva covered cock and began licking his shrinking cock and balls clean.  He seemed to again be sleeping soundly as I left him.

I stood in the doorway for a while watching him still excited and very happy and pleased with the experience. I walked back over to him knelt and gave his cock a gentle kiss. Then left him the way I found him, sleeping with his dick hanging out.  Only now his balls were empty.

I went back to my bedroom still smiling and thinking about what happened until I fell asleep. The next morning, I woke up excited but it soon turned to worry. Would he remember or know what happened? If he did, would he tell everyone? I was feeling anxious and a little scared as I walked to the barn.

So, I decided to think more positive thoughts. I began telling myself that he may even want me to do it again. I would absolutely love that.

As I approached the barn I began again feeling anxious. When I got to the room, I discovered he had already gone. I remained nervous.

The rest of the morning was uneventful as I tended to the garden and mowed around the barn. Mainly just to keep myself busy as I wrestled with my nervous thoughts.

As I was mowing, I saw Mr. William walking from the road toward the barn. He came up to me and said hello. I returned his greeting and nervously included the observation of it being a nice day. He agreed and asked if I would like him to help with anything?

I explained that I was alone at present and that I could use some help to set-up a small fence around the garden.

He agreed to help and we completed the task with the normal off hand conversations. I began to relax, it did not appear he was aware of my actions of sucking his cock the night before.

He went into the room with the couch and got a cold water from the refrigerator. While I was putting away the tools. He sat on the couch to rest and enjoy his cold water. I stood in the doorway to the room and thanked him for his help. He smiled and said he was glad to do it.

I could not help but look at his crotch looking for a visual of the large penis I now knew that hid within his pants. I raised my gaze to his eyes, I asked what plans he had for the day. He said he thought he would just hangout around our barn. I told him that would be fine. Adding it’s always nice to have him around. My eyes involuntarily dropped again to his crotch hesitating momentarily remembering his cock just before I turned to walk away.

“Hold up.” He said to stop my exiting. I stopped and turned back around. He stood up and said, “It was you wasn’t it?” Apparently taking notice of my brief focus on his crotch.

I pretended to act as if I had no idea what he was referring too.  
Smiling he continued, “You know what I’m talking about”.

I could feel my heart pound and my face become flush. I was careful to look into his eyes as I again pretended ignorance, giving no verbal response.

He reached down and unzipped his pants. I couldn’t stop staring at his crotch as he reached in and pulled out his cock. In the bright daylight I found his black cock even more sexually attractive.

I was unable to move or avoid looking as he exposed it to me. “Come on boy I know it was you, it had to be”. I again pretended ignorance and remarked I did not know what he was talking about.
But I could not take my gaze from his cock.

“You like looking at my cock don’t you” he said, “It is okay, I know you like dick. Come over here I’ll let you suck on it.” I didn’t say anything. I didn’t move. I couldn’t stop staring at his cock.

“Come on or I will put it away”. He threatened. I remained frozen in place and silent.

He continued. “Okay then, maybe I’m wrong.” He began to tuck it back in his pants out of my view.

I suddenly found myself rushing forward and dropping to my knees in front of him pleading “No! no! don’t put it away”.

“I knew it was you.” He said as he pulled it back out and aimed it towards my mouth. I immediately began sucking it.

“Yes, you like that don’t you.” He said, watching me as I greedily sucked on his cock. I nodded my head keeping my mouth on his hardening dick.

“Don’t worry boy.” He said. “We are going to get along fine. You can suck my dick whenever you want.”

He then moved backwards sitting on the couch. I continued sucking his cock and moved with him as he sat down. After he sat down I began caressing his balls with my hands as I moved my mouth along his cock.

“Do you suck a lot of cock boy?” He asked. I paused my sucking to reply. “No, only yours.”

He leaned back and asked me to lick his balls. I did so gladly. Then after thoroughly licking his balls. I returned to sucking his cock. His eyes closed as he leaned back enjoying my enthusiastic sucking of his dick.

After a time, he began talking to me as I continued enjoying his cock. He asked me if I wanted to suck his cock regularly. I stopped sucking only long enough to respond that I would love to suck him as much as possible.

After another 15 minutes or so I felt his cock swell in my mouth. I knew he was close to cumming. He then announced what I already knew. He instructed me to keep sucking for he was going to cum”. “You swallow every drop now.” He instructed.

I began sucking harder and faster. I could feel it pulse and jerk as he sprayed cum in my mouth. After the first squirt I slowed my pace, holding just the head in my mouth to allow space to contain and swallow as he pumped his cum in my mouth. I had learned the night before it was hard to swallow with too much of his cock in my mouth.

After he shot his last squirt he pulled his softening cock from my lips and to put it back in his pants. I asked him to allow me to leave it out. I liked seeing his cock.

He said it was probably best to put it away. I began pleading for him to leave it out. I requested to be allowed to lick his balls for a while. “You really do like sucking dick don’t you.” He said as he agreed and again undid his pants and pulled out his balls out for me to lick. “Take it easy now” he said as he laid back opening his legs so I may lick his balls. I licked his balls until he dropped off to sleep taking a nap. I then went back to the house to check on the activities if any there.  

After a couple of hours, I went back to the barn in hopes to again suck on his cock. But I found he had left. I did not see him again until the next morning. When I awoke the next morning I hurried straight to the barn.

I was so happy to see him there when I arrived. He looked at me and asked “Well, what is on the agenda today?”

I smiled at him and replied “I know what I want to do.” He grinned and said “What would that be?” I smiled back and said “I want to suck on that beautiful cock all day.”

He smiled and undid his pants and opened them sufficiently to expose his entire cock and balls. I dropped to my knees and began sucking. After a couple of minutes he dropped his pants to his ankles and sat on the couch. I knelt down between his legs and greedily sucked his dick as before. I was anxious to swallow his cum.

He asked as I sucked on his cock. “What chores are there for today?”

I paused my sucking and responded to him. “There aren’t any today.” He then asked if I would go to his house and help him? I nodded yes as I continued my sucking.

After a few minutes, he pulled his cock from my mouth. “Come on let’s go repair my shed. Don’t worry I will let you suck on my cock more after we finish.”

I watched as he tucked it back into his pants. A little disappointed to see it hidden away.

I followed him to his house. It was the first time I had been there it was a small two bedroom home and a little rundown.

Upon arrival we went right to work patching the roof on his shed. The repair took a couple of hours.

After we completed the task, we went inside his house. He said he was going to shower and asked if I wanted one? I said “sure” and we went into the bathroom. He started the shower. He asked if I would like to wash him? I replied “sure” and did so. I found rubbing my hands all over his body cleaning him excited me.

After we were done with our shower. I had gotten fully dressed but he had only put on a T-shirt. He sat on his couch and turned on his tv. Without either of us saying anything. I knelt between his legs and began attentively sucking his dick while he watched an old western. I slowly sucked his cock more to enjoy the act rather than to make him cum.

After 30 minutes or so, there was a knock at his door. He pulled his cock from my mouth and I helped him put on his pants.

He answered the door. It was another black man. He had a short gray beard. I did not know him. He was invited in and we were introduced. The man was named James.

Mr. William asked me to retrieve them each a beer from his refrigerator. I did as requested.
Mr. James and Mr. William both sat on the couch. Leaving enough room between them for me to sit. But instead, I sat on the floor at the end of the couch near Mr. William.

I sat quietly focusing mostly on the tv show while they visited conversing about an upcoming fishing trip. Every so often, Mr. James would include me in the conversation.

After about a half hour or so, it was evident that they were planning on visiting for a long time. So I stood up and told Mr. William that I was going to head home. “What is the rush?” He asked. I said “No hurry I just don’t want to impose when you have company.”

“No, No”, Mr. William said “Stay here, come over here, I got something for you.”

I walked back to him and he stood and unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock. I looked at him shocked that he would do this in front of his guest.

“Come on then” he directed “it’s all right.” I glanced over at his friend James. He looked also surprised. But I could not resist and did as I was told. I knelt down and helped him remove his pants. He again sat on the couch. He held up his cock to me.

I got down on my knees and began sucking Mr. William’s cock as his friend James watched.
Mr. William looked over at his friend James, and told him that I loved sucking dick. James, replied “That is obvious.”

Mr. William continued their earlier conversation. After a few minutes. Mr. William said “Oh sorry James. I am being rude. Pull your dick out and let the boy suck you for a while.”

Mr. James responded. “No, that isn’t necessary.”

“Nonsense” Mr. William said. Then he told me to go suck Mr. James’ cock. I moved over and knelt in front of his friend.

Mr. James, spoke to me. “You don’t have to.”

Mr. William blurted out “Don’t be that way, you’re going to hurt the boy’s feelings.”

Mr. James looked down at me as I still was kneeling between his legs he asked me “Do you really want too?” I nodded smiled, and answered “Yes.”

He then unzipped and pulled out his dick it was already hardening. I leaned forward and began sucking his uncircumcised black cock. He leaned back allowing me to continue. I sucked him to full erection. I was actually delighted to be sucking two men’s cocks. I wanted to taste his cum. I also wanted to finish sucking Mr. William’s dick.

Mr. James’ cock was of comparable size although his balls were not as large.
After a surprisingly short while, he announced he was going to cum. I continued sucking. His dick jerked and I could taste his cum filling my mouth. He gently stroked my head as his cock pumped the last few drops into my mouth. I continued sucking until I had gotten every drop, then returned to sucking Mr. William.

The two men continued casually talking with each other. It was some time before Mr. William also pumped his cum in my mouth.

I knew they would both be drained of energy for a while so I went home.

I couldn’t believe my luck. I wished I would’ve known sooner that Mr. William’s kindness and understanding would extend to sharing his cock with me.

I knew I just begun, sucking their cocks. I knew I only wanted to keep sucking them, and I would suck Mr. William and his friend Mr. James cocks at every opportunity.
I had to admit to myself I was gay. But, it felt so good. I even loved the submissive feeling while kneeling before them.

I was happy and wanted to tell someone. There was only one person I could trust to understand, my sister Tina. I will tell you how that went next time.