Masterbated for 2 hours and wrote some fiction

I managed to masterbate and not only did I not cry, I came multiple times. I think 6 but I wasn't really counting. I used my glass dildo that curves to hit my G-spot and of course my favorite vibrator. Laying on the bathroom floor as usual.

Where do normal people masterbate if they have a partner? The shower? Idk, it's whatever there is no normal.

I manged to actually think about my ex-partner and something sexy that we never quite did together and wrote out a little fiction story about it. This would be the first time that I wrote about him and didn't send it to hum first.

I'm happy. I feel a little better having cum so many times and not crying while I did.