Caught

I'm now 24 attending college living at home with my mother 46 divorced. I've an older sister who is married and lives several suburbs away. I'm not confident with girls/women and spied on our female neighbors dressing and undressing to get off while masturbating. I'm nothing special in looks or build either, my mother is slightly overweight, looks really good when dressed up for a date. She works as a nurse and so works shifts, so I can be home alone at nights, or she is sleeping for a real early start. Back in early October last year, she was sleeping for a possible early start Saturday (on call). I was in my room in the dark waiting for the neighbor to start undressing. Unaware to me my mother received a call tell her she wouldn't be required and could have her day off instead. I'd started masturbating myself watching the neighbor undress, my mother walked in to tell me she wasn't required and to ask if I wanted to see a movie with her. Catching me cock in hand, she quickly closed the curtains and turned to face me. To my surprise she was as angry as I thought she would be. Instead, her focus was on my cock, she decided a fuck would better than any movie. She undressed and after a very awkward start I fucked my mother. Since then, I haven't spied on the neighbors, that what I've told my mother anyway. When she at work, I return to my old way for relief, when she home we fuck on average twice a week sometimes more some less. Shower together regular and my confidence is rising, but I'm not ready to ask a girl out just now.