I became to feel entitled

I'd got divorced no alimony or child support to pay, my wife was from a rich family and wanted me totally out of her life. So, no alimony or child support in return for me not wanting access to my two children who prefer their mother over me anyway. I 37 agreed and relocated to another state cut all contact with my children and change every one of my contact details. Financially well off and found an old-style shop for sale, it was two story. It suited me as I could live upstairs and use the old shop as my office. I needed an assistant/receptionist to man the office when I was out. I found a woman 48 having a hard time getting buy working 3 jobs just to scrape by. No family left thru a car accident and illness; she didn't go into details I didn't ask as I wasn't interested anyway. Her living arrangements were mobile, never in one place very long. I decided it wasn't suitable and made the back of the shop into a small apartment you could say. The bonus was she was always available; she is quite attractive. But that wasn't on my radar at the time. I was still bitter after the divorce and believed I was entitled to better than I'd gotten. At first, it was just a work relationship as I was busy getting myself known and improving my business. But once I'd reach a level which allowed me to relax, I started thinking about sex again. Not wanting to marry again, I would just use women to satisfy my needs. But on thinking it thru, I realized I could end up like before. I'd gotten my ex-wife pregnant and we'd married and it didn't end well for me I believed. I'd two choices as I saw it get the snip or bed only women passed having babies. I didn't really want the snip, besides there were lots of mature women available. It was then I realized my employee was such a woman and I even got a hard-on thinking of bedding her. Also, she just getting over her financial problems and wouldn't want to return to her previous situation. So, I asked (more or less told) her to sleep with me, and I could see her worry about losing her job. She agreed as she didn't want to lose her job, I don't I would've fired for not sleeping with me. But then again, I might have, anyway I enjoyed our new working arrangement. She seems too also now, it has brought us together and I've still no intention of marrying her. It suits my lifestyle and she is always available as she shares my bed every night.