Susan ... Part 18

The guest room I slept in had a lock on the door so thinking it safe I slept nude as I tend to do at home. I figured here at least I didn’t have to worry about waking with my brother’s morning wood prodding my backside.

I didn’t however account for the fact that the owners of the house would evidently keep keys to the doorknobs handy and in the morning I awoke not only naked, but also not alone. OK so no one was actually in bed with me but both Angie and Benji were in the room and I was completely exposed to their view with no sheets or coverings in reach.

Angie was once more taking full advantage of this with her I-phone capturing what must have been video as I awoke to a whispered discussion regarding my lack of noticeable pubic hair. Benji was quite taken with the look as in his words he could see “it” better.

I assume by “it” he meant he could see down there, you know the full frontal view guys want to see on a girl, geez, what a way to wake up.

“What are you two doing exactly and why are you in my room?” I asked as I sat up to take stock of the situation. “I know I locked that door last night.”

“You didn’t actually think we couldn’t get in here did you?” Benji asked incredulously.

“Well, I kind of hoped you would give me some privacy.” I told them. “Why even have locks if you aren’t gonna respect them being used.”

“You don’t need locks. Or even clothes apparently since you evidently took yours off as soon as you came upstairs last night!” Angie suggested. “So we decided that we would help you out and put them in the wash while we were starting it earlier. Did you sleep well?”

I assured them I slept fine and suggested that I would like my bag brought to me so I might get dressed before breakfast. And this is when they chose to inform me that they preferred my “being comfortable”.

Truly I am normally quite comfortable naked. However, being naked in a strange house with both a boy and a girl constantly ogling me was making me a little less so. Not to mention that the girl was trying to document every moment and every inch of my body for a yet to be determined purpose. This latter ship having sailed I resigned to get up and make for a different room where I might abscond once more with something to wear only to discover that the rooms where clothing might be found were all secured.

My choice became either wrap in a towel which could be taken away at will between them or go without. Having already strolled through much of the house naked and being filmed no less I gave up and made for the kitchen.

Both hungry and aggravated, I attempted to distance myself from the pair of them and was mentally devising a plan of revenge when I stepped around the corner to find the breakfast table already set with coffee, juice, milk, toasted bagels, cream cheese, fruit, a variety of cereal, hot water and tea as well as instant oatmeal or grits.

I forgot to mention that we also apparently had guests. Theodore and Beatrice, or Teddy and Betty, were at the table and already eating.
Thus I was quite taken aback having stormed fully into view as I rounded the corner. They had not been talking at the moment I came into view so I hadn’t heard anything to warn me that we had guests.

From the look on Teddy’s face I could tell he hadn’t been prepared for my appearance either. Shocked, would be an understatement for the look he gave me, giving way to a shit eating grin of triumph at having another chance to see what, in his mind at least, everyone else had seen more than once. Not that he was wrong as a few of our friends had been around to see me get stripped several days past.

Teddy is a little older than me and as bad as it was to basically be forced to go naked by younger kids it seemed even more embarrassing to be naked in front of Teddy who was in my grade and near my own age.

Betty didn’t seem as surprised to see me naked as her brother was and I guess she may have even sort of expected it; as I later found out that Angie had all but told her I was gonna be their naked guest for all our friends to enjoy as long as we didn’t let things become public or get out of hand.

This was not something I had agreed to or even had any knowledge of much less consented to. Tim’s talk about consent was long overdue it seemed and not just with Toby.

So here I was, parading out into the kitchen naked once again. Teddy rose immediately, well he stood anyway. I can’t say for sure if the rest of his anatomy rose as well… having already started to eat he decided to be a gentleman and offered me a seat next to him, pulling out a chair and insisting I join him.

Teddy is sort of tall and slender. His build is wiry but muscular like a runner or swimmer, not unlike my younger brother. His hair is a lighter dirty blonde and his eyes are hazel but sometimes tend towards green. This morning he was in his shorts and T-shirt or maybe swim trunks as they are basically interchangeable for guys.

Seeing that there was food available that needed no actual preparation I accepted his offer. I had to sit somewhere right? And the sooner I sat the sooner I would be at least a bit less exposed.

I found that in spite of having been naked many times around my two brothers and their friends I was experiencing quite a different level of nervous excitement being naked around this group. Perhaps due to the absence of a sibling; I suppose I felt more at risk as I could not know if anyone would in fact come to my aide should things escalate beyond my control. Did I actually have any control in the current situation though?

Part of me was enjoying the tension and uncertainty but another part was wishing I had been invited to Kylie’s house this weekend or just stayed home. At Kylie’s I was more likely to be in a position of control, though I was also the one with the pictures, there at least! And her dad was sort of sub to me, maybe even to his daughters I think.

Briefly distracted by my thoughts I had barely even begun to eat when the others began moving about as if they were done. Not one to skip breakfast I agreed to put things away and clean up as I wanted a few extra minutes.

“That’s fine Susie” Angie agreed, “we’ll let you finish up here but we’ll be back in shortly and then we’ll all go hit the pool.”
This is now a Saturday morning and I thought there is a good chance of neighbors being home. Maybe even out in their yards doing chores or just enjoying the sun, if not now then certainly before long.

I couldn’t exactly continue to parade around completely naked outdoors if the neighbors could see me. Expressing my concerns I suggested that I would need my bag so I might retrieve some swimwear.

“I have a cover up you can borrow if someone happens to be out,” Angie assured me, “it’s rare any of our neighbors get close enough for us to see them, though it’s hard to say what they might be able to see from their windows I guess.”

Benji went so far as to suggest, “I’m thinking old man Powers next door would pay for a look as long as his wife didn’t catch him at it!”

“Really?” Betty exclaimed, chiming in, “he’s old enough to be our grandfather. He might have a heart attack if he saw Susie like this.”

“If he sees her from that house, he’s using more than just his eyes I bet.” Teddy added, “His house is a good piece away and at an odd angle even from the upstairs. Have you ever caught him peeping at you Ange?”

Now even more nervous, I interrupt, “Look guys, I can’t be outside in the yard like this and get caught by an adult. What if it got back to your dad or my mom?”

“Don’t worry, if Mr. Powers comes around, we’ll take care of it and no one else is likely to be close by. Though the pizza guy would probably like to make a stop again after his last delivery,” Benji teased.

“Absolutely no pizza this weekend” I insisted!

“OK agreed, no pizza, as long as you only wear whatever we give you when we choose to let you have anything that is and for now that consists of sunscreen” Angie announced.

“Need help making sure you don’t miss any spots?” Teddy offered ever so kindly.

“Why thank you, yes I suppose I would like some help, I’m sure Betty won’t mind.” I was quick to reply.

“No problem.” Betty agreed. “We can’t have the boys getting all flustered. They can barely manage looking at you, there’s no telling what might arise if they put hands on you.”

“I’m pretty sure we all know what would rise,” Angie quipped suggestively; “you boys want to strip down and show us what you’re packing and how much you like the view?”

“I’m willing if you are Angie,” Teddy countered. “If you step over this way I bet Benji and I could help you off with those shorts and shirt in no time.”

“Gee Teddy,” I remind him, “never thought you’d be so eager to let your sister see your little friend.”

“From what I hear, she’s already seen a little one.” He came back at me, “I guess what I’m packing won’t scare her too much though. Personally I’m betting she opts for the side lines and chickens out as usual.”

“Hey!” Betty complained, “I’m not chicken, I just don’t think we should be running around naked. Any of us, really! Though I guess it’s OK for Susie as everyone has already seen her naked.”

“I know Angie isn’t up for it so it doesn’t matter. She’s so scared I’ll see her precious body it’s like she thinks it would drive me insane or turn me to stone.” Benji adds, “I’m not sure seeing her naked would even get my dick hard, they are our sisters, right Bro!”
“Well I won’t lie, seeing Susie is about all it takes for me but if Angie joins in, then I’m gonna be pretty hard for a few minutes at least. Betty can keep her clothes, strip or go home for all I care, totally up to her, but if Angie is in then I am too.”

So the moment of truth, did Angie want to let her brother and the rest of us see her naked or rather did she want to see him and Teddy naked, bad enough to get naked herself?

“Well it seems that poor Susan being naked is no longer enough for you boys, hmm?” She questioned. “Typical male mentality I suppose, once you conquer one goal you just move on to the next. I suppose it might be fun to strip and run around outside. Susan seems to enjoy it at least, but I think that might be a bit too much for the neighbors if they did actually happen to see anything.”

Directing her next question to her brother, Benji “You know him better than I do but don’t you think he’d be more likely to call dad if he saw all of us naked in the yard rather than just seeing Susan? After all he’d likely just pull up a seat and watch her, where he might feel obligated to do something in the other case.”

“I don’t want some old man seeing me!” I pointed out, as if my vote mattered.

“Yeah,” Benji reluctantly agreed. “I bet he’d just pick a good spot where he might not get caught and rub one out to Susan being out there but he would want to say something about all of us outside. We could just stay indoors.”

“I for one never agreed to get naked anyway.” Betty chimed in again.
“But you all may certainly do as you wish. Sounds like it should be loads of fun to watch. I’ll even take a few pics for you Angie.”

“The only way I would ever get naked around you all is if the cameras were put away first,” Angie insisted. “Even our friend Susan here doesn’t want everyone taking pictures of her to show everyone at school or just take home and use for spank bait in the case of you boys.”

“What Susan wants is to get dressed and to change the subject!” I suggested, apparently to no one in particular as no one was really interested in that at the moment besides me. “As for pictures, I don’t recall getting a vote on that as someone seems to always have her camera out and pointed at me lately.”

Moving toward the back door, evidently recognizing that the chance to get his sister naked had passed, Benji suggested, “It’s too warm a day to stay indoors if we aren’t gonna have a good reason to, so I’m for hitting the pool.”

Teddy and Betty agreed, so it seemed that at least the subject changed from everyone getting naked to everyone once again going outside. I however was still naked though apparently it had been decided that this was just fine.

“Come along Susan,” Angie insisted as she took my arm, “I promised you could work on that tan whenever you came over.”

“So now I have to worry about some creepy old man, in addition to these two boys ogling me?” I protested, while reluctantly being pulled along. “I should stay inside or at least put on a suit.”

“No way girl,” Angie insisted “We wouldn’t want you getting tan lines. That full body tan looks so natural on you; I couldn’t be responsible for messing it up. It’s kind of sexy I think, don’t you boys agree?”

I hadn’t ever thought about it really. I mean I knew I had no tan lines where everyone else pretty much did. I guess some fashion models or porn stars didn’t probably but the 1st were likely using tanning beds or lived in foreign countries where I’m told nudity isn’t such a big deal and well porn stars are naked a lot, right? Though from the few I had seen at this point in my life even they had tan lines sometimes.

The guys agreed that the lack of tan lines was in fact a source of attraction, even unique. Which I guess it is at that. As for my tan or me being sexy, or did she say looking sexy? That distracted me sufficiently that I found myself outside standing by a chair with Betty and Angie as they selected sun screen. The boys were already in the pool.

I quickly sat down, as to lower my profile, while nervously glancing around at the fence line wondering just how private might this yard be? There were only a few windows visible from a neighboring home from where we sat but likely more from the actual pool. The other side of their property was a bit more secluded so I guessed the house I could see was the “Powers’ home”.

It did look like it was unlikely to be seen unless someone was trying to spy, then perhaps not so hard if one was to use binoculars.

Seated in a deck chair on the patio looked to be mostly safe from exposure, outside of my friends at least. The offer of help with applying sunscreen from the boys came once more of course. Both actually wanted to help but I managed to dissuade them for the time being.

Something tells me it may be inevitable if I indeed continue to hang out here much. My brothers have both put lotion on parts of me that I can’t reach well, but the thought of another boy doing so, even on just my back and shoulders, feels different somehow.

My friend Kylie’s dad Edward and my brothers’ friends from where we grew up, Jeff and the twins are the only other guys who have ever really touched me. Sounds a little naughty, especially if it’s Benji and Teddy doing so while their sisters watched, or in Angie’s case she’d want to take pictures! (I’m not one of those girls but you probably know someone like her maybe? She takes pics of everything, not just me! LOL)

As with past times it seems that before long I got used to being naked around everyone and only a few times did I feel any discomfort. This mostly happened when one of the boys were staring at me or at a certain part of my body intently enough to draw attention to the fact. Angie even put down the camera and enjoyed a few hours of activity that wasn’t necessary to document. Guess maybe she finally got all the pics she could of the same subject, at least for the moment?

I’m not sure who invited him but around noon my younger brother showed up and was evidently told to just come around through the side gate to the pool.

I think Angie had a hand in this as I did notice she grabbed her camera and snapped several photos of his reaction to my state of undress upon his arrival. I can’t say I was overly embarrassed by his appearance. After all he and I have both been naked around each other all our lives, right? But the rest of the group thought I would be worried about him seeing me I guess.

For his part he may have been a little surprised but he managed to play it off.

“Nice suit, Suzie. Let me guess, you forgot to pack one and Angie’s didn’t fit?” Toby asked after seeing me in the pool nude.

“Uh, well something like that I guess.” I answered. Thinking he didn’t need the full details at the moment and to be honest; I had a suit in my bag somewhere in the house. I just hadn’t exactly been given a chance to put it on.

“Actually,” Benji informed him, “We have decided to restrict Susie’s access to clothing of any kind at our house. As long as it’s just us here it seems unnecessary.”

“Wouldn’t you agree?” Angie chimes in questioningly.

Looking at me and grinning a little, he answered them both “She seems to be enjoying it. Maybe we should see about just getting rid of all her clothes at home. Sure would cut down on laundry chores, though school might be a bit awkward.”

“Yeah, too bad they wouldn’t go along with it. Suzie here has a nearly perfect tan and we just couldn’t stand the idea of her getting tan lines this summer because she had to come over and look after us.” Angie added.

“Well Susie has always been one to spend a lot of time in the sun in the summer and now that you mention it, she was rarely ever fully dressed.” Toby volunteered, “As a matter of fact. We all used to go for walks in the country; a few of our friends back home, Suzie, my brother Tim and me. Suzie would sometimes walk home naked after we went skinny dipping in the creek. Those were fun times!”

“Feel free to strip down and join her ‘skinny dipping’ if you prefer,” Angie suggests.

“Well I’m game if you are!” Toby challenges. “I doubt you all have the nerve. Benji and Teddy might, if Betty and you weren’t here, but you girls are too scared one of us will see you.”
“I will if they will!” the two boys chime in quickly with full
ascent.

Wanting to keep things from escalating as I am after all supposed to be in control here, I jump in, “I don’t think anyone should be swimming naked actually, me included. In fact I’d like it if one of you would bring me my bag from where ever you have tucked it away inside.”

“ Nice try, but like I said, we’ve taken a vote and it was decided. So, if you want to make enough money this summer to buy a car by the time school starts back. It’s no clothes for you, all summer!” Angie insists. “You need to decide, after all we can’t really force you to do anything, right? I mean you could always tell the adults that we are making you, but who would believe that?”

“She likes to protest sometimes,” Toby chimed in, “but don’t let her fool you, Susie likes being naked. I think she likes getting caught too really; What do ya say sis? Want to flash a delivery guy this afternoon?”

“Too late buddy, she already did that a few days ago!” Benji shares, “You should have seen the pizza guys face.”

“Benji!” I cried out shrilly, hoping to shut this down. “Toby doesn’t need to hear about that right now.”

“OK, remind me later bro, I’ll catch you up!” He promised my brother under his breath, and saying something else about Angie having pics, as if that wouldn’t have been obvious.

“So tell us Toby,” Angie asked, “is there a favorite game you and your sister like to play while she’s naked that we might also enjoy? Or are those games more of a one on one, not a group activity?”

Not being thrilled with the insinuation in this line of question, I tried to shut it down but was unsuccessful.

Toby was clueless and missed the smirk on Angie’s face that told me she thought maybe he and I had actually fooled around, or maybe that our older brother or his friends had done something with me other than enjoy seeing me naked.

“Well, we used to play around like she was a criminal that had to be strip searched sometimes. That was usually pretty fun. She’s already naked though so not much point now. Tying her up and tickling her is pretty funny but she can get really mad and doesn’t want to play for a while after that!” Toby volunteered, perhaps thinking he was being helpful.

“I thought she acted pretty ticklish the other day when she lost her underwear in the den.” Benji offered, “That was pretty fun… not as fun as seeing the pizza guys face when she opened the door for him naked though. Did you get a good picture of his reaction Ange?”
“His, and hers too, after she realized that she had just flashed him!” Angie agreed, “It was hilarious!”

Teddy and Betty suggested we all scroll through the pics on the TV in the den later as it was supposedly not hard to hook an Iphone to a TV to look at pics if you knew how!

“I thought you all wanted to go for a swim and get some sun?” I called out as I made for the pool and being naked drew most of the attention away from the idea of going in to look at pictures that I was sure I didn’t want them all seeing. I hadn’t even seen them myself but I knew that a couple of things that had happened might look bad if taken out of context!

I don’t think we have done anything all that bad but I didn’t need everyone knowing all that had happened exactly. Note to self: need to get access to Angie’s pics ASAP.

Having jumped into the pool, I soon found myself caught between three guys. Not exactly an unfamiliar experience for me but two of them were not related and this was a first with these particular boys. Toby was less likely to get handsy so I tried to use him as a blocker and keep him between myself and the ever increasing attentions of Teddy and especially Benji who it seemed was determined to get his hands on me, literally.

Out of self-defense, I nearly had to resort to punching or kicking, either that or stripping off their shorts to expose them but I soon figured out that if I did take their clothes it might actually put me at more risk so instead I simply fought to exit the pool.

Once back on dry land I found that the other girls were also in the pool as well. They had apparently been happy to watch me fend for myself. I can’t say if the guys even noticed them as long as I was in there naked. Those boys practically act like they have a few extra arms or something when a naked girl is close by, geez!

We call it getting handsy because the hands become unavoidable. To be honest it can get annoying with just one boy but in the pool with two or three boys it is impossible to know whose hands are doing what and there seem to be more hands involved than should be possible.

I don’t think my little brother would get too touchy feely with me in front of the others and I hoped he might even act as a voice to quell there more invasive acts but a few times it seemed he was either unaware or maybe he wanted to see my reaction to being felt up by his friends?

I guess he might have also wanted to appear to be cool with whatever since there was an older boy there. Teddy or Benji was certainly trying to up the ante a bit which led me to have to break away and retreat to poolside.

My nipples having been tweaked and breasts mauled sufficiently as to get my juices flowing, I was sort of glad I had been in the pool as my whole body was wet and not just between my legs as I sat on a lounger.

The girls were on the other side of the pool and I had no idea how much they could know as to how far the boys had tried to go with me. I am certain that had I entered wearing a suit I would no longer have one on at this point.

“Hurry back, Susie!” Benji called out, as he turned to make a lap.
Toby looked on briefly as I exited the water and I think he enjoyed seeing me naked. I guess he always did but their seemed to be an extra element of lust in his glance this time that I don’t recall noticing previously as he turned to do a lap as well.

Teddy looked distractedly in my direction but less focused as if he was watching something play out in his imagination that may have included me or not.

Checking once more on Betty and Angie I see them cutting across the pool to intersect the boys.

There are towels by the pool and I take advantage of access to one to dry off and wrap myself briefly though I know I can’t maintain it long in this crowd.

My libido is raging slightly and I think I might have even come close to orgasm if I had stayed in the water much longer.

Part of me considers getting back in, not to pick back up where things left off but just to swim a lap or two and burn off the frustration. Maybe that’s what the guys were doing as well with their laps!

Toby is making another lap as Benji, Angie, and Teddy gather to chat briefly. Betty is actually about to exit up the far ladder and looks as if she might come over.

It looks as though she wants to speak as she approaches and in fact she does so “You ok Susie?” she asks.

Not really having an answer I nod.

“You sure are brave to let everyone see you naked. I still remember my fear the one time at your house by the pool and I had on my underwear which I don’t think were all that revealing.” Betty added in a rush.

Thinking quickly I recall that Betty is around a year and a half younger than Toby so she likely has little to no experience with boys. That would make her around a year younger than Miley as well.

“Well I’m not sure brave is really the right word as I have sort of been naked around others most of my life.” I answer.

“But boys seeing you, like, all of you though, that’s hard for me to imagine doing. Even if not exactly voluntarily!” She admits.

So apparently she’s picked up on the fact that I’m not entirely willingly exposing myself to everyone but rather going along reluctantly.

“It’s not so bad really and it can be exciting.” I admit as I think how wet I was just a bit ago.

“I bet!” she shares shyly. “I’d pee myself if someone stripped me in front of a group of boys.”

“No need to stress over it really, it’s just skin and we all have it. A little more, a little less, but all basically the same; arms, legs, butts and bellies plus a few dangly bits that for some reason get folks excited but still pretty much the same, yet different enough to make it interesting I guess.” I hear myself say as I realize I kind of believe it.

I wonder as I look in her eyes if she wants to get over that shyness or if indeed she is too young to handle it? I started far younger than she and I was only around boys; horny boys it turns out though I didn’t realize at the time.

My older brother always saw to it that nothing happened to me, mostly anyway, and I have grown to be sort of independent as far as it goes sexually at nearly 17.

I guess my life is a bit unusual having grown up in the country around boys where she is growing up in a bit more crowded and public area. I liked having the freedom I enjoyed as a kid and wouldn’t change it. I love my brothers and our friends, even miss those nutty twins and especially their brother who was probably my 1st crush.

Betty has said something but I missed it and before I can ask we are
joined by others and thus interrupted.

The boys are circling, “Can’t work on the tan huddled under a towel, Susie.” Benji observes.

Betty then jumps up and tugs at it saying, “Let me help, you stretch out and I’ll grab the lotion!”

And like that I’m naked again; maybe I shouldn’t have made out being naked as no big deal?

Standing to the side as she steps off, Teddy quips, “No need sis, I’ve got it! I used to help put lotion on you when you were smaller and I bet I can still manage.”

Angie is now nearby and quickly attempts to direct the upcoming scene. She suggests the guys take turns by one doing my upper back and arms while another does my legs and rear.

My brother excuses himself to find a restroom and I find myself once more being rubbed down by a couple boys while the girls observe.

I can’t say it was unpleasant but I will say that either one or perhaps both boys slipped a finger or two down my rear and lightly touched more sensitive parts. I’m pretty sure they were trying to take advantage of Toby’s absence.

Toby returned in time to observe my needing to turn for the application of lotion to the front. I had suggested I could just tan one side at a time but Angie and Betty both insisted we might get distracted and neglect to cover the front if we didn’t do so promptly. After all it would be a shame to see me get a burn, right?

My arms had been pretty thoroughly covered already so my chest and belly were yet to get the full treatment. Likewise my feet and parts of my legs but the thighs and torso as well as more intimate areas were yet to be fully protected and I was truly capable of getting these as well as my face. Yet I was denied access to the lotion and instructed to lie back and close my eyes.

Lotion can be surprisingly cold if drizzled directly onto skin from the container. A friendly helper might warm it in their own palms before proceeding.

Having complied with the instruction to close my eyes I was a little shocked as the chill dripped onto my abdomen and up towards my chest. Warm hands soon followed and the chill was gone almost instantaneously. As the lotion was spread and rubbed into my skin I relaxed and found myself enjoying the attention.

I didn’t know which of my friends were helping at the moment and I sort of wanted it to remain a secret. After all someone was about to rub my chest in front of the other friends and I was bound to have a reaction of sorts. It may be any one of those present but either way I was certain that if I allowed this to continue I was likely to have a very intimate experience soon, and in view of several witnesses, one of whom was my little brother.

What if it was my little brother? Was I OK with that? Should I open my eyes? Should I say for them to stop?

I was certain this was still up to me at this point and I didn’t honestly want it to stop though I hoped it wasn’t Benji at least. He would likely start shoving his fingers in me soon if it was him and I’d definitely stop that sort of behavior!

A full caress of my breasts culminating in a dual tweaking of my nipples nearly did me in but the waves subsided as hands lifted from my skin and I thought my treatment was through. Only to discover that just prior to opening my eyes someone once more resumed lightly touching me.

I had forgotten my face but they had not apparently, as the lightest of touches applied lotion in tiny circles to my forehead and cheeks.
It took only moments but I soon noticed tiny circles elsewhere as well. It seemed that there were now more than a couple of hands employed in seeing to me. A couple of hands were now lightly rubbing lotion into my thighs and hips as yet another hand made little circles over my clit! A couple of fingers were applying what I assumed to be lotion to my outer labia as well though at this point it could be that it was my own fluids being spread on my skin as I was getting very wet down there.

Eyes still closed, I shuddered. Was it the first time? I tried to remain discreet, stoic even, but it was not possible. I had never experienced something so erotic. Eyes closed yet, as I wanted to luxuriate in the moment, not question it.

I may have experienced light penetration but if so it was discreet so I am pretty sure Benji at least had not participated directly unless it was my breasts. They seemed quite sensitive later to be honest as though they had been bitten and sucked rather savagely.

My eyes remained closed until the shaking subsided. Something tells me there are photos and likely video of at least a part of this event. (Note to self: Still gotta get access to Angie’s pic file.)

Once my eyes were able to open the day seemed very bright indeed and I resumed closing them for a time as I tanned. Turning occasionally, after all I may as well take full advantage of the opportunity, I mean it isn’t like I can get much more exposed, right?

It would be some time later before I would learn who had been responsible for the happy ending as it were but I found I was glad my little brother had been there to see me remain safe at least. At the time I was truly comforted in his presence and not embarrassed.

I wondered how that afternoon might have played out had he not been there. I suppose I could have found myself at risk and perhaps I still was regardless but I felt safer knowing he was there.

I hoped to someday learn who and what of course but for the time being I was happy to have felt so alive and such a release, and to have shared it with my friends. I didn’t ask and it wasn’t discussed.

Betty and Teddy went home as evening approached and Toby excused himself to go home himself. I had sort of hoped he might stay as I felt a new closeness to him and even to the others now.

I wasn’t sure how I felt exactly regarding Angie or Benji as I had not truly been entirely consenting in much of what had happened lately at their home, though to be honest it had mostly been pleasurable.

Perhaps I was discovering that I enjoyed “non-consent” and both giving as well as receiving pleasure. I certainly had known by this time that I enjoyed domination of my friend Kylie’s dad and directing her and her little sister in their teasing and playtime with him. I had once even considered taking him, willing or not.

Was I so different from Angie really? Could she be the one who gave me such an awesome rubbing down this afternoon? It seemed likely that a girl would know how to pleasure another girl, right? Though Betty had been the first to approach me and offer to apply the lotion.

With the internet I suppose that anyone could learn the moves to give a woman what she needed though. I’m sure all 3 of the boys and especially my brother had spent lots of time watching such videos and dreaming of such an opportunity.

In my mind I could only see it having been Angie, Teddy seemed a bit of a stretch with Betty present, thus she herself was eliminated in my mind for the same reason. Benji seemed he would have been far less gentle and more excited thus less controlled.

Toby, being my little brother would likely prefer to conduct such efforts in private if he indeed possessed the skills and the desire. He even had recently had the opportunity and though I had thought it an accident of nature I suppose he might actually have the drive to try it at home which gave me a lot to think about later!

So would Angie have actually done me in front of the guys though? I mean if she is gay or bi and wants to make it known, then sure but I hadn’t ever thought of her in that way till now.

I’m not sure myself where I am as to all that but if I had to say I guess I’m open to both, so I’d go with bi or poly but I might prefer boys. There’s a certain advantage to having a guy around and if he’s able to scratch certain itches for you and willing to do nearly anything to get the chance then how can that be a bad thing? Girls too have their place so maybe one of each, plus myself, in a sort of trio might be ideal provided I get to be the boss! Ha hah.